Trust

06 August 2012

The game of mothering, like all games we play, can be hard.  Sometimes we would just love to tip the board game over and walk off in a huff as things don’t go our way or it is just beyond our comprehension to see how we can win!

This year we have been looking at ‘Mumsense’ the combination of commonsense and Mother’s intuition. Great gifts that God has given us to make decisions and recognise how to deal with situations in our mothering, but what do you do when commonsense and Mother’s intuition just don’t give the answers?

My family has just been through the loss of a baby at 11 weeks pregnant and I will wholeheartedly admit that there is no amount of commonsense or Mother’s intuition that can make that situation make sense.  There was no indication that anything was wrong! So what gets you through the situations that don’t make sense, that just defy the laws of commonsense?

For me, it is to know that I have a real God who loves me and can see the bigger picture of my life.  I know that I will never understand the reasoning (if there is any) as to why this situation happened but I do know that in the midst of it all, God continues to make me a wiser, stronger and more loving woman, mother and wife as I deal with the realities of the situation and the hurt and grief that come with it. He comforts me, gives me strength, shows me His love – sometimes it is just knowing and ‘feeling’ His presence, other times it is through the people that he places in my life; the person who provides a meal or the friend who gives a hug just when I need it. It is ‘Godsense’ that sees me through those times – not my own understanding but God’s.

My Grandmother gave me a bible verse that has become extremely significant in my life.

‘Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and he will make your path straight.’ Proverbs 3:5-6.

Over and over again, in times when things just don’t seem to make sense, I have put my trust in God and He has led me through those trying times.

What do you do when your ‘Mumsense’ does not see you through a situation? What helps you through? I encourage you to seek ‘Godsense’ and rely on God’s love and strength to see you through those hard to comprehend circumstances.

Vanessa Ralph

Coordinator, Mt. Louisa MOPS, QLD

4 Responses to “Trust”

  1. cath says:

    Wow Vanessa. Thank you for sharing this. You are a brave, beautiful woman and such an inspiration to other mums.

  2. Belinda says:

    Hi Vanessa. Sympathies to you and your family. Trusting in God is the only answer like you said. I’ve had a few occasions recently myself to find trust in God the only answer. And he is faithful. Tonight I’ve had the hymn On Christ the solid rock I stand, go around in my head and have found it very affirming. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQgD_Wg9DG4

  3. Jillian says:

    Thanks for being brave enough to share Vanessa. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  4. Hazel Trudgen says:

    Our dear Vanessa, thanks you for what is a message of encouragement. About 3 years ago two of my sons and their wives both lost pregnancies at quite advanced stages within 8months of one another. That didn’t make sense for our family either. But I affirm your sharing,We can trust Him. He does see us through and even blesses us and others in the midst of it all. Your message here is something beautiful that He has already brought out of your pain. Thank you again and praise the Lord who is using you for His all-knowing purposes.

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